Showing posts with label UK. Show all posts
Showing posts with label UK. Show all posts

Saturday, 26 December 2009

Happy belated new year 1431H

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

UK was a great trip and the graduation went well alhamdulillah. After I was back in Malaysia, there were just too much things to catch up with because the week after my arrival back in Malaysia is the beginning of the new semester. I was given three new subjects and I have taken some times in Cambridge to look for some materials. Yet, when I came back, it wasn't preparing for the lectures that I was assigned to do but other administrative stuff like quality assurance, accreditation, auditing, bla, bla, bla. It actually wasted like a week of my time while combating with the awful jet lag (I literally sat on my office chair and started to snor away in that upright sitting position without any support!).

Anyway, this is the end of the second week of the new semester, so things have begun to get a bit more stable. And it was Christmas holiday yesterday, so took a bit of time off and remembered that I still have a blog to update, after leaving it behind my mind for a long time.

A brief reflection of my visit to the UK. GREAT! No other words can describe it. Though I didn't get to meet everyone I want to but I have met more people than I would have ever imagined in a very short visit. Alhamdulillah. Really appreciate those friends who kindly let me stay at theirs, use their space, eat their food, take their time, etc. May ALLAH reward them abundantly and may they make all these halal for me.

Taking on new subjects is a big challenge for a new lecturer like me. More so, if it is a master subject because I have to prepare for 42 hour of intellectual and academical lectures for the level of a master degree. I have to prepare and deliver more than what I know and read. This can only mean that I won't be able to sleep the night that I am preparing the lecture because I feel like doing an assignment that dues every week! And there are four assignments (four subjects this semester - two undergraduate's and two postgraduate's) with four different datelines every week! Do you still want to be a lecturer?

Anyway, as time passes, we are now already in the new year of 1431H. So, happy belated new year! Today is 9th Muharram and tomorrow is 10th Muharram or the Ashura Day. Don't forget to fast today (if not, take the 11th) and tomorrow because the Prophet Muhammad (saw) had asked us to do so though it is not compulsory. Why 9th or 11th? Well, the explanation should start with why 10th?

10th of Muharram in the Abrahamic faith has a significant history. It is on this day that ALLAH saved Prophet Musa or Moses (as) and his people (most of them are what we known today as the Jews or actually they are the children of Prophet Ya'akub or Jacob (as) or the Israelites). So, when the muslims immigrated to Madinah from Makkah, they saw that many Jews fasted on this day to remember the day that their ancestors were saved. This marks the day they called Yom Kippur - which literally means the day of attonment. The Jews fast for 25 hours on this day. When this news came to the Prophet Muhammad (saw), he said that the muslims are more deserving to fast on this day because Musa is more deserving to the muslims than the Jews.

And it was actually made compulsory to fast on this day before the commandment of obligatory fast for the muslims in the month of Ramadhan in the year 624. So the fast on this day is highly recommended although not compulsory. Later, the Jews started to mock the muslims for following them to fast on the day of Ashura, the Prophet Muhammad (saw) made the determination by saying "inshaALLAH" that he will fast another day together with the day of Ashura in the coming year to differentiate the fast of the muslims from the Jews. But ALLAH took his life away before he met the next Muharram. So, fasting on 9th or 11th of Muharram is recommended as well because it is like a will of the Prophet Muhammad (saw) to his ummah.

If this doesn't get you to want to do some voluntary fast, what about this hadith:
Muslim reported from Abu Hurayra (Allah be pleased with him), that the Prophet (Allah bless him and give him peace) said , "The best of fasts after the month of Ramadan are in the Month of Allah, which you call Muharram. And the best of prayer after the obligatory prayer is the night prayer." [Muslim, 1163]
So, it is good to fast anyway in this month. Pick any days that you are convenient to do so. Only that Ashura Day has more signficance than the other days in this month:

Prophet Muhammad (peace and blessings be upon him) said, “Fasting the day of `Ashura' (is of great merits), I hope that Allah will accept it as an expiation for (the sins committed in) the previous year”(Muslim)

It is mentioned in Bukhari and Muslim from Ibn Abbas (Allah be pleased with him and his father) that he was asked about fasting the Day of `Ashura [10th of Muharram]. He said, "I did not see the Messenger of Allah (blessings and peace be upon him) fast a day while more avid to seek its virtue than this day, (meaning the Day of `Ashura)." [Bukhari (2006), and Muslim (1132)]

It has been reported from Abd Allah ibn `Amr ibn al-`As (Allah be pleased with him), that "Whoever fasts `Ashura it is as if he has fasted the entire year. And whoever gives charity this day it is like the charity of an entire year."

So, happy new year and may your fast be accepted by ALLAH, that your fast is counted as like fasting for an entire year and all you sins of the previous year will be expiated. Amin.

ALLAHU'alam.

Wassalam.

Monday, 2 November 2009

No Way Through

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

This is quite a powerful short video:

Ctrl.Alt.Shift Film Competition Winner: No Way Through.



Wassalam.

Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Cambridge, here I come!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

I can't wait to tell everyone that I'm coming to the UK between 24th November 2009 and 5th December 2009. The apparent purpose is for my graduation on 28th, but the hidden agenda is to see all my lovely sisters in the UK. Miss them all and hope to see them soon. I don't know how to arrange my schedule, but here it is, a very tentative one:

24th - arriving at Heathrow, stay at Dina's
25th - visiting Imperial sisters!
25th evening - travel to Cambridge, stay at Fatima's
26th - Arafah Day - fasting in Cambridge, go to TJ's house in the evening for dhikr
27th - Eid Day! Pray at Kelsey Kerridge Sports Hall as usual, meet all the sisters in the community!
28th - Graduation Day
28th evening - travel to Birmingham
29th - 30th - in Birmingham, visiting
30th evening - to Oxford
1st - Back to Cambridge for a research group meeting
2nd - 3rd - chill in Cambridge
4th - 5th - London, want to see Rihla sisters!
5th - off I fly back to Malaysia.

Not sure if it will work. I just hope that I get to see as many sisters as possible. The graduation is not important, it's seeing the sisters, those who have always been there supporting me, directly or indirectly, throughout my study in Cambridge. The graduation is not for me, but for them. May ALLAH increase them in their rank, deeds, rewards and mercy.

ALLAHU'alam.

Wassalam.

Monday, 21 September 2009

Eid Mubarak!

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

Taqabbalallahu wa minna wa minkum - a line that you said to congratulate muslims who have fasted the month of Ramadhan on Eid Day. Eid Mubarak, may your deeds in this holy month be accepted by ALLAH and rewarded. May ALLAH forgive all our sins, shower us with mercy and blessing, and free all of us from the Hell Fire.

We celebrated Eid in Malaysia on 20th September 2009. My sisters came to visit me and we had quite a nice day together going around town to visit people and eat a lot of traditional Eid food.

This is my first Eid after leaving the UK. I just realise that every Eid in the UK I don't miss anyone in Malaysia but now that I am in Malaysia, I am actually missing badly all my friends and aunties in the UK! Somehow they are closer to my hearts than people around me in Malaysia. Have I changed?

Anyway, wherever you are, my friends, my sisters, I wish you a very happy Eid and may we meet again soon.

Wassalam.

Friday, 4 September 2009

A postcard


Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

A pleasant surprise that I received this morning though I sort of expecting it but then when my friend came back from Egypt I still didn't receive this, I have forgotten about it. Earlier on, she was in Egypt and asked me for my postal address, so I knew what could it be and she likes postcards as well. Later, when I've learned that she has arrived back in the UK, so I did not expect anything from Egypt.

Anyway, I received this postcard in a rather unexpected manner. The postcard was in some else's pigeonhole at my faculty and it dropped right in front of me when my colleague took all her mails out of her pigeonhole. If you can see how the stamps and the written name and address in the below picture, you will not be surprised to realise why I did not get the postcard in my pigeonhole.


But alhamdulillah it arrived and I'm so glad to read it. Yes, I miss her so much, more than words and thoughts can explain, only my heart and the Creator of my heart know.

For all my friends, even a little thing like an email, chat, facebook wall or message, text, phone call, postcard, dua that they made, salam that they sent, etc. really excite me. I wish I can do the same to all my friends as well.

Wassalam.

Thursday, 27 August 2009

A call from abroad

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

Alhamdulillah, thankfully there are still friends from the UK who remember me :D. This morning she called me. Actually and technically it is 12.30am. If someone from abroad called my mobile using a phone card, it will appear as 'Unknown' on my mobile. I think I must have been deeply asleep. I went to bed around 11pm and read a few pages of a book written by Muhammad Asad - The Road to Mecca - which is given by a sister during my farewell, before I closed my eyes. The last thing I remember that I have read was when Muhammad Asad talked to an old Palestinian Arab man about why he has to pray with certain kinds of movements.

I woke up and picked up the phone. A very familiar voice but I couldn't recall maybe cause I was still confused. I finally realised who she is and I was fully conscious to talk to her. She was smiling and laughing over the other end of the phone... I miss it. Then she apologised when she realised that I was asleep before that. I really wanted to talk to her but she preferred me to sleep so she hung up. I felt like a dream and went back to sleep when I realised the time was midnight. I felt like I have been sleeping for a few hours already.

This is not the first time she called me and every time she called, I learn something new from her about myself. She doesn't let me call her. UK is 7 hours later than Malaysian time. At 12.00am here, it is 5.00pm there. It is quite difficult to find the right time to talk to each other especially in this month. I have a daily schedule - 6.30pm I'll be at the college, helping the students to prepare for iftar and waiting for maghrib. This will continue until the end of terawih which is around 10pm. I might do something after that and usually go to bed at 11pm. I wake up at 4.45am and stay awake most of the time until I go to work around 7.30am then finish work around 6.00pm. Whereas in the UK, the fajr time is around 4.30am (which is 11.30am in Malaysia) and maghrib is 8.30pm (which is around 3.30am here in Malaysia). It must be tough for them in this month. It is not a big problem to fast for a long period of time in the day but the struggle to wake up at night for suhur. By the time they finish praying terawih (in the UK it is usually 20 rakaah), it must be around 11.30pm or near midnight and then they have to wake up for suhur say around 3.30am. The most one can get to sleep at night is 3 hours or so. In the next ten years, this kind of pattern will persist. The worst is when Ramadhan fall in June which has the longest days of the year. Imagine maghrib at 9.30pm and fajr at 2.30am. Say isha' is at 10.30pm, by the time terawih finishes, it must be over midnight and suhur time is around 1.30am. Might as well just not sleep!

Anyway, if ALLAH has created such an orbiting of the sun and moon, and the rules for men to observe their obligatory worships, there must be ways to overcome everything or that ALLAH alone will give strength to those who struggle on HIS path. Ultimately, it is ALLAH who has created humans and HE alone knows what is the best for HIS creations and to what limit humans can go as far.

ALLAHU'alam.

Wassalam.

Tuesday, 25 August 2009

Ramadhan Karim

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarakatuh,

Ramadhan Karim. May you get the best out of this holy month.

Thought I have entered a new phase of my life, I should start a new blog. I don't actually have much time to write but I miss writing this a lot from my previous blog. I hope to maintain this a much as I can.

I miss my friends in the UK very much. Not just that they are my friends, but sisters who care for me and share all my ups and downs together while I was alone there. My life would not be as colourful and fulfilling without all these sisters who are always there. Now that I am in Malaysia, I miss them not because I want to have the same life again in the UK. I miss them because they are people who meant a lot for me. It is worthy to always remember them and I pray that this friendship or rather this sisterhood will stay as long as I can keep it. Every time I remember them, I make dua for them. Every time I miss them, I tell myself, I should miss ALLAH and Prophet Muhammad (saw) more. These sisters always remind me of ALLAH. I miss them because of ALLAH.

This blog is named 'Knowledge is light' from a famous poem written by Imam ash-Shafi'i (ra) who was one of the four main Imams in the Fiqh schools of thought. When he was a student, he complained to his teacher - Waki' Ibn al-Jarrah that he had poor memory. His teacher told him to leave disobedience in order to attain good memory in his study. In the poem it says:

I complained to Waki's about my poor memories
So he advised me to abandon disobedience, and he said
Know that knowledge is light
And the light of ALLAH is not bestowed upon a disobedient

Here is a song about this poem:



Again, Ramadhan Karim. May ALLAH accept all our fasts, good deeds, repentance and prayers. Please keep me in your prayer.

ALLAHU'alam.

Wassalam.